Dissonance

Dissonant is my favorite word this week. It's also the current theme of my life. I am confused and furious as to why a certain decision was made at work and how being the turtle in this race, slow and steady is getting me no where. I can't comprehend the playing of a vicious game being the real way to get ahead in life. Can I refuse to accept it, or is it not optional if I hope to move forward. I need a reset button.